no_one_is_there podoys nerfect :( No-one is there Now and then I'm scared, when I seem to forget how sounds become words or even sentences... No, I don’t speak anymore and what could I say, since no-one is there and there is nothing to say... So, I prefer to lie in darkest silence alone... listening to the lack of light, or sound, or someone to talk to, for something to share...- but there is no hope and no-one is there. No, no, no... -not one living soul and there is nothing (left) to say, in darkness I lie all alone by myself..., sleeping most of the time to endure the pain. I am not breathing a word, I haven´t spoken for weeks and yet the mistress inside me is (secretly) straining her ears. But there is no-one, and it seems to me at times that with every passing hour another word is leaving my mind... I am the mistress of loneliness, my court is deserted but I do not care. The presence of people is ugly and cold and something I can neither watch nor bear. So, I prefer to lie in darkest silence alone..., listening to the lack of light, or sound, or someone to talk to, for something to share...- but there is no hope and no-one is there. No, I don‘t speak anymore and what should I say, since no-one is there and there is nothing to say? All is oppressive, alles is schwer, there is no-one and NO-ONE IS THERE... 030605 ... pobodys nerfect Yes,i know I spelled my name wrong. This is what happens when you're crying so hard you can't see the keys.. 030605 ... pobodys nerfect Dammit..I also forgot to mention this is a Sopor song and not something I wrote. 030605 ... Lovemonger Pobody is LOVED!!!!! 030605 ... pobodys nerfect It started out as friendship, but the more I talked to him, the more I liked him. We have alot of stuff in common too... I found myself thinking about him during the day..I let myself get too attached..He can't be here and I can't be there,so we'll never get to know. He tried to make me feel better tonight when I talked to him,but I just ended up feeling worse that I made him feel bad too. I feel so empty inside..an aching hurt that just won't go away.. *cries* 030605 ... Amithyst Sey Blade no one is there... yet the wind blows and i feel a presence... 030605 what's it to you? who go blather from