stop_it_stop_it_stop_it fuffle thing is.... i can sit here and try to work things out.. but i know you've probably worked a lot of it out already which means that i am restless and becoming fucked up for no reason. yeah i know it's kind of fun being a pretend spy but to be honest... i'm feeling a little exhausted and baffled by it all. You can watch me struggle forever if you want... it's obviously entertaining for you. It's quite clear to me that good looks, wealth and family links have thousands of connections. I'm really more interested in actually doing something as well as writing a load of mixed up nonsense. 080803 ... hsg what would you like to do? 080803 ... hsg if you're who i think you are, i certainly am not entertained by watching you suffer. you know me better than that. 080803 ... hsg im waiting, yes, by choice. i know im not held hostage. we will continue on together. don't let anything stop that. 080803 ... unhinged echoing_thought since the sound of the words didn't seem to reach his fucking brain i thought maybe if i just wished hard enough maybe magically he would stop i thought wrong 080803 ... unhinged as soon as i heard his voice again, slow and slurred from the nasty ditch weed he smokes, i hung up the phone. text text text 'u hurtin my feelings' 'i told you to leave me the fuck alone is what i told you. erase my number for real.' different phone number. were you afraid i'd call the cops? you know what you did to me. i want to peel your skin off the size of postage stamps til you're delirious with the pain and then hack your limbs off one by one, so you can bleed a slow painful death. violence begets more violence. my brother wants your number. i think i'm going to give it to him. 080812 ... shpaaaaaaaaaaaa shpaaaaaaaaaaaa 141205 what's it to you? who go blather from