step_out_the_front_door_like_a_ghost maria into_the_fog_where_no_one_notices 040202 ... unhinged cause they really don't want to know what's wrong anyways kid thin_lipped sardonic they all have their games they play but they don't want to be uncomfortable in your prescence unsettled so when you paint your face on today make sure you paint the smile in the lines cause they shouldn't have to know that they broke your heart stopped your breath drowned your hope again a ghostly little smile to foster delusion rings a little flat to you but hey then so does their concern thin_lipped sardonic and they can't even tell the difference just make sure you paint it on before you leave home 040203 ... unhinged i_need_to_be_more_positive 040312 ... Doar . 040315 ... sameolme positive/negative are for numbers stay real 040315 ... cinzento "How are you?" "Do you really want to know?" "No, just tell me what I want to hear, so I can keep walking." 040316 ... ClairE She's still breathing like a lamb, curled up and probably drooling into the pillow. You didn't expect the morning light to be so bright. You pull on your clothes from the night before, your jeans cold from lying on the floor. You hike your backpack over your shoulder and think about your full bladder. You lean forward to kiss her but instead breathe in the smell of her hair. You let yourself out the door, expecting someone to follow you out and words tumbling after. Instead there's no one on the street, only a crow to keep you company as you walk down the road. 040316 ... benny profane i sent you a stupid poem one year ago today. i do not have the right to do this. 071003 ... rhin the contrast of white on white. 071004 what's it to you? who go blather from