no_one_really_cares *sad* they just don't. it's the sad, stark truth. i want to crawl into a hole. dark damp dead 020130 ... silent storm I care. 020130 ... *sad* but you're not here no one is here all i have is his voice and his music it's not a promise it's not a hug all it is is far away you're so far away 020130 ... SunShamer Not really so far away. It depends on how you look at it. 020130 ... *sad* i'm looking at it left and right, and upside down and rightside up, flip flopped and crazy dropped. fuck it, you're fucking far away. 020130 ... SunShamer Then you're obviously either looking with you're eyes or you're not looking hard enough. 020130 ... *sad* not looking hard enough? no one can look harder than i. 020130 ... *sad* forget it i'm sick of arguing you think you're right that's your deal i'll sit here thinking it's me who knows. call me a fool; lots of others do. join in on the fun! 020130 ... TK needing some MUCH needed sleep ... I know no one cares, I've known that for a while now But some times I like to pretend that even if you, or even you don’t care that some one some wear just might After all who of you care that I FeeL (I realize just bc I feel it doesn’t make it a fact, but some times logic just doesn’t matter) fat and ugly? No one Why? bc you all have probs of ur more urgent own to worry about or even if ur not worried about one of ur own problems you worry about that of greater importance like recycling or almost extinkt animals and what not (I don't say "what not" as in to indicate that these aren’t worthy causes to worry about though) And with such worthy and important things to care about (Yourself and the world you and other livening things thrive (if you can even call it thriving) in) why should you care about my non-sentical and selfish appearance issues And so While I'm sure you don't care the fact of the matter is that even if you don't that it doesn’t matter bc I know some one some wear does. Or @ lest they would if they actually knew me 020131 ... Mahayana i care as well the ways of my heart are not confined within any tangible space.shape.or.form my love for you, my concern & care transcends all imaginable... i do not know you nor do you know I and that really doesnt matter for i assure you that i [do] care i always care... perhaps too much most of the time... that often i wish i was like most others in that i would not care but alas, as it is the leaves nature to change every season & flourish with an array of fall timeish colours it is within [my] nature to care and my stranger friend i care for you as well 020131 ... silent storm I love you. 020131 ... no one i do really care 020201 what's it to you? who go blather from