morning_blathing flo just got in, and here inside my bookshop where i should feel safe and in control, i just feel empty. perhaps i have been doing this too long, or it could be because i have just realised that this is my peak and it might all be downhill from here. this is already getting self indulgent, these words without purpose seem to lead to self examination. i think that what i need is a good hard drink, a couple of days of explosive abuse to give me clarity. i used to be able to see everything five moves ahead but now i seem to dodge doom at the last possible minute. enough. 010426 ... dB I feel for ya. I'm in my record shop at the moment. I've been here since half past eight this morning. It's now 8:45pm. I still won't get out for another hour. It's that time, where I write songs, poems. Wishing for a bottle of vodka to appear on my desk. Wishing this planet was better. 010426 ... DannyH Do_you_want_to_go_out_for_a_fag 010426 ... flo not just now d, i've got customers to lie to and fresh new pornography to scatter about in the childrens section 010428 ... nanny it's kinda of like waking up and needing a cup of coffee, or a cigarette, i need blather when i wake up.. :) 011110 ... misstree wow... first word of three_words, no more than three minutes past sleep. rituals, prayers, worshipful words. i can't stand not knowing what's here, and it gives the cat some precious lap time. 030912 ... Strideo Just a little blather_time before work ... 030912 ... minnesota_chris It makes me feel connected somehow. 030912 what's it to you? who go blather from