mislead silentbob You had a carefree air about you i so often mistook for pretty. and when i thought you were being nice you were covering up dejected bitter half truths i called you on valentines day "hows the weather in your world is it cloudy like mine does it rain this hard there do you get lots of snow?" and you said, "You must have some nerve comparing your selfpity to mine as if not everything is black on the outside and plaid outside in." I tore your pictures, your letters your postcards of places i'd never visit about people i'd never meet i still laugh at myself for that one sometimes you had an ambivilance about you i so often mistook for cute and when i thought you had so much in common with me turns out you were just the agreeable type i hope you leave bed unmade sometimes and ignore your mirror reflection i hope you don't put too much stake in things that will break you, in people who don't deserve for you to open yourself up to them i hope your smog still smells nice 010106 ... rollins I'll get the wrong idea If you're kind to me I'll start to make things up in my head I'll think you'll want me I'll hurt myself trying to please you It won't be real It will all be in my head I won't be able to stop lying to myself I will cut myself to pieces again and again I won't feel it You can watch 010106 ... stupidpunkgirl you were interested in me which i mistook as caring you never had good intentions yet let me think that you did fuck me over leave me and ignore me thanks now i can't see good intentions i've only been misled and i don't know how to feel for the future 010107 ... silentbob not everyone has bad intentions.. some people actually DO care. always remember that 010108 ... girl_jane Let's keep things clear... 020912 what's it to you? who go blather from