miscellaneous Midnight Bliss i'm just going to blathe about ne thing that comes to mind now. my soulmate lives in your body -godsmack black lipstick, spikes and chains anarchy illusions...drugs... velcro...what a weird word...where did they come up with that?? taking the easy way out was no way to go nathan, and i want you to realize that you hurt a lot of people by taking away your pain. i don't know how to deal with the loss of a great person, someone so loved. I guess that the cure with develop over time, within myself...i have to come up with my own cure to my pain, because i refuse to live with it. why should i have to live with the pain that lives inside of me? you didn't have to live with yours anymore, but i don't have the guts to take my own life...why did you? drugs...they say it was the drugs, but i don't think so. i think it was your own desires, and i'm glad you're at peace now, i just wish i was. 000319 ... lost your almost just like me. or vice versa. 010503 ... Death of a Rose If none of us can find our way, why are we meeting here? 031007 ... once again They're sharing a drink they call loneliness, but it's better then drinking alone. 031007 ... oldephebe billy joel..piano man..genious his fingers are a firestorm of technical facility and passion ..and his voice..flawless..billy joel..he's been regaling america for 30 years..i so love billy joels stuff from the seventies and maybe up to 82..after that..not so much.. 031007 ... Death of a Rose Well, once again. You are completely right. Something like the lone voices in the night, collecting at some point high above the earth, where only we can hear one another wail, ramble and blather. 031009 what's it to you? who go blather from