joy_returns sabbie from where she had been off visiting her friends, arriving home loaded with presents and my imagination soared through the night sky and danced the charlston with the stars and kissed the regal moon and laughed and cried and screamed with joy and sailed and soared through black and silver onwards, upwards towards forever. and all the time i cradled in my hands a collection of beauty that was so achingly familier that i nodded at each page yet i had never seen before and my soul made a collect call to the universe (who was happy to accept the charges) to say all the things it is not possible to put into such clumsy things as words alone. and i stood outside gods office and he called me in and this time he grinned and said 'i just wanted to tell you how well you are doing this semester' and i laughed and he offered me a fantale from the jar at his elbow and doris showed me out and the world whirled till i was dizzy on love from afar and thoughtfulness from friends and if only i could weave this feeling into a shirt then i would wear it forever for such gifts as these could never wear out and then i would walk into the sunrise unafraid. thank you. so much. 020212 ... ClairE But will I still be standing here when she comes home? When I get lost in the woods, I always look for a way out. 020212 ... an unusually happy pushpins oh shes back!!!!!!! shes back! I've been waiting weighting weighted down by heavy sorrow. the bitch stays at my house and never leaves. she just wont take a hint. But Joy told her off, and now we are happy and alone, just joy and I. 020212 ... unhinged he wants to start his life over with me but we are both so different now 030406 ... finngwen _early_morning_ 040529 ... megan in the morning and on ferris wheels 040529 ... not god but she forgot my whippets. bitch. 050512 what's it to you? who go blather from