i_dont_miss_you /// i came here to read the past...unfortunatly alot of the past was me and you on here. I came across a lot of your entries, and happily I can say I don't miss you. 021029 ... //// i came here to read the past...unfortunatly alot of the past was me and you on here. I came across a lot of your entries, and happily I can say I don't miss you. 021029 ... ! the feeling is mutual, because i don't miss you either. 021029 ... Daria Is it just me, or are you just trying not to miss them? 021029 ... ! what i miss is all of that time wasted. 021029 ... Daria Know the feeling. 021029 ... bethany and then i talk to you again babay 021029 ... phil die eggheads blam blam blam blam blam blam blam blam blam blam blam blam 021029 ... BitterSweetDream I dont, I dont, I dont. 041102 ... Staind_And_Souless I don't. I don't. I do not. 050808 ... spilt_milk i hope you never tell me this. ever. but i fear you will.... 050808 ... flowerock I just noticed today that I don't miss you any more, not like I did. It was a fear before, the fear is gone and the connection is loosened and spirits settled, soul has accepted and heart is healed and occupied, welloved and busy loving. I would still like to meet again, but it's ok if we don't now too. I don;t mind any more that we don't talk much, I don't mind that you didn't respond with more words than you did. I just care for you now, I like to know that you're alright, I'd like to be there for you when you're not the best I can, but our quantumly_entangled souls might be unraveling, just connected loosely now. You served as a catalyst for positive change in my life, helped me save myself and find confidence and security. You reminded me and showed me that I did have friends, that I was loved, and that I was worthwhile. There was a hawk early that morning on the black_pyramid, before the sun was in the sky, when the edges of the mountains were just beginning to glow around the lighting but still starry sky. That hawk was me setting myself free, it remembered you, saw your light and came back to me. thank you for the love, for the friendship, for the forgiveness and for the apologies. I needed to be forgiven and to talk, to close that chapter and let go. let's still keep in touch though. just so we know we're still alive. 140731 ... unhinged denial but we are both different now. i cant miss you because i dont know you. 140801 what's it to you? who go blather from