have_faith_the_future_is_still_unfolding sab and i cried 070210 ... klairchen and I am booking a plane ride... 070210 ... Ouroboros and there are no guarantees 070210 ... klairchen and the suitcase still sits, at the bottom of some stairs, unpacked... 070211 ... dcl etc with each dream we dream, we strike the anvil of destiny with all the force of someone wielding, say, a Great Hammer +7 or whatever 070211 ... Ouroboros there's_still_time_to_change 070412 ... misstree "but, mom! the bad guy has the good guy trapped!" "hush, dear. keep watching." 070412 ... unhinged funny how it's so hard for me to have when faith_is_my_middle_name karmic_links the present makes the future and presently i find myself angry and lonely wanting to be isolated presently i find myself sick 070412 ... nom have faith the future is still 070412 ... Doar and I await the unfolding, caring about the creases and lines of the present folding, learning from the past lines and angles, watching the faith that is promised to everyone. 070412 ... z the_future_is_forever_becoming_now 071015 ... tessa this_too_shall_pass 071015 ... u24 "one solid possibility is worth a thousand airy-fairy facts" - the_doctor 071016 ... . the_wait 071016 ... auburn thank-you. 071016 ... laced "There is a light at the end of the tunnnel and it's not a train" quote stolen from somebody who stole it from somebody who stole it from somebody else 071017 ... fuffle its fun when you go through dark tunnels in a train, it means you can kiss someone, make sure its a long tunnel then cos then it can last for longer.. shhhhh... thats why it can be fun in India, its alll a passionate secret. 071017 ... TransientX This part of life will end at the end of next month. Then it will be time to revisit my past in order to move on to the future, eventually. Then I'll have a chance to have what I couldn't have now. I tried so hard to avoid this, but it's just not happening. I want to focus on the positive, and I've been doing better. I thought I knew where I was going, with all the plan B's and plan C's... I'm scared now of what awaits me once I go back to where I haven't been for years and years. 080423 ... stork daddy i'm trying man, i'm trying. 080424 ... past there is no course to history 080424 what's it to you? who go blather from