forgive_me
ethereal when I disappear. 040507
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Lisa can you..? 040929
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love & hate for the things you do not know. 040930
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pete day of mourning,
o day of hell!
let the shattered bells fall
and christen
our cristo's
new grave
with the forgiveness
of those who have been saved
in blood
and sacrifices
to the sun
and the moon--
it was with anathagoras
that the dawn broke
and gorgias
only cares
for what he knows
he knows--
o day of mourning
day of ruin
forgive me
for waking your memories
of my death 		040930
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sab fuck you



listening randomly to the tv 		041018
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three words insults_for_you forgive_me her_lease_of_spotted_hours 050314
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camille i asked you to forgive me for leaving, leaving something I don't believe I ever had...

still engraved on my heart like a tattoo that can't be removed without leaving a fatal scar

I know you loved your wife, your kids and you didn't want to break China. Although you were both seperated by more than a wall.

I was given an idea to build upon..
however you asked me to wait, you weren't sure if your club (your friends) was accepting new members

you were not sure that I could enjoy cannoli or tiramisu as good as you

All our words are but crumbs that fall down from the feast of the mind.
Kahlil Gibran

you are emblazened on my heart and on my forehead and I can't erase your steps nor the echo of your deep voice reading "The Polar Express"

children sipping on hot cocoa warmed my heart or was it the way you said "oh cat"

Let's go back to the playground and let me capture your stare once again in my rearview mirror.

erase the times we couldn't be together, rekindle the still moments in an old abandoned school house simply just breathing and taking in the "Fields of Gold"

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listening to Sarah Mclachlan's Fumbling through Ecstasy's-Good Enough 		060711
what's it to you?
who go 		blather
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