doesn't_she_look_vulnerable endless desire well, doesn't she? 030908 ... blown cherry more like a bit sad I think 030908 ... Bespeckled Maybe she's lost deep in thought, trying to make a decision, perhaps ... 030908 ... misstree maybe at first... but break the spell and she'll snap back into steely distance. 030908 ... imposter Yes, but she would never admit it. Certainly not to herself or those she trusted. 030908 ... monadh under_all_this were you mistaking flesh and bone 030908 ... endless desire i think she does. she wears those thin white shirts in her room with far too many bracelets. they just don't fit. and she looks in the mirror at the way her shoulders come together at such peculiar angles. she thinks they are a beautiful in a certain light. a dim light. always a dim light so you don't see her flaws. but you do. you always always do. and they hold the silver spoon to her mouth and feed her two bites, then she's full. it doesn't take much to fill a whole, but it takes everything to fill a small space. she pushes away the warmth and the smell she so desire because she knows it will never satisfy. on the scale again, always. why girl? every waking minute. one less pound than yesterday. one less pound than tomorrow. dizzy and loving it. dying and smiling. when water just has too many calories. and then, uneat. just like magic, she disappears. and you stand their mystified. wondering which mirror stole her away which curtain she's behind door 1 2 or 3. but no. she's never looked too vulnerable to me. 030908 ... girl_jane it doesn't take much to fill a whole, but it takes everything to fill a small space. I like that... 030909 ... . . 061025 what's it to you? who go blather from