uneat endless desire i am expert at this trick. though i wonder, am i control it or is controlling me. no matter. it wouldn't matter the slightest either way. ((that was a lie)) ((dont you see)) ((im trying to reassure myself)) ((that seems to be theme tonight)) ((reassurance_is_my_best_enemy)) 030708 ... eraser *controlling 030708 ... randomly recent reassure, convince, trick. ! 040120 ... h8rade puke it all up. i can see your self self self in that puddle, among the feared chunks and half-used bile. uneat undo unwant unlive. 040120 what's it to you? who go blather from