confusion_is god 7. Confusion Is Next [Thurston] I maintain that Chaos is the future And beyond it is freedom Confusion is next and next after that is the truth You gotta cultivate what you need to need Sonic tooth Sonic tooth Sonic tooth Stick your fingers In your mouth Squeeze your tongue And wrench it out From its ugly fucking cancer Its ugly fucking cancer Root You gotta cultivate what you need to need Sonic tooth Sonic tooth Sonic tooth Chaos is the future And beyond it is freedom Confusion is next and next after that is the truth You gotta cultivate what you need to need Sonic tooth Sonic tooth Sonic tooth Sonic tooth Stick your fingers In your mouth Squeeze your tongue And wrench it out From its ugly fucking cancer Its ugly fucking cancer Root You gotta cultivate what you need to need Sonic tooth Sonic tooth Sonic tooth Sonic tooth Tell nothing but the truth 010805 ... unhinged something i have abandoned in my need to cultivate the meaning of these smells. every thought of you used to confuse me...leave me sad and unhappy. but i'm abandoning that. it's just this empty thing. a vessel. the truth. the beginning of the third year is coming and this smell reminds me of overly used air conditioning and anticipating seeing you again and crying and crying and crying. and the old familiar weight has become so remembered that i can barely feel it. it comforts me to feel something that i am used to. i was hoping that this year would be better than the two that have preceded it. but i see all the situations developing and maybe it's just bullshit. the first year was one of mental anguish, the second one of physical anguish. there are no more kinds left for this year. there will be none. not a drop. confusion is the jumble of pre-processed thought trying to sort itself out. i've had so much time to get things straight. there will be none. not a drop. 010806 ... Aimee nothing new 010806 ... DannyH A sign that you're getting somewhere. 010806 ... birdmad really nothing new 010930 ... carne de metal dry-cleaning. 020206 ... akenbosche nope... I've got nothing maybe I can work at a bookstore for a living 030119 ... god you could always go commercial and revive the smurfs 030119 ... nomme) my life 050726 ... three words confusion_is here_we_are taking_up_space 061108 ... sameolme Confusion is an illusion Articulate your confusion and watch it evaporate. 061108 what's it to you? who go blather from