to_no_avail sarpedon It's hard to fool me I can read between the lines I still remember the one time You said you liked me I have not forgotten those times We talked for so very long Sitting on the train You were completely at ease We've probably known each other For ten years, on and off It was last year that I Really got to know you And you got to know me Everyone who does not know me Thinks I am the shy and quiet type And I'm sure you did too But I found myself opening up to you I felt you could very well Understand me But whenever there was someone else I severely cut my talking And you rarely talked to me Only alone would I open up Only alone could I open up So maybe you could understand How it ripped me apart When in front of me, to someone else You said that I "Can't talk" I would have expected it from anyone else For they do not yet understand But never from you Never from you And yet we still talked more I tried to show you the truth I just wanted to be a friend I just wanted to get to know you I have wondered why you never call me Even though you call everyone else I'm confused how you can avoid me And not talk to me for days I somehow get the feeling That something in you or around you Is fighting against this notion That you like this shy quiet guy I am sure of this Because you clearly do not dislike me But rather in fact must like me But still treat me differently We are not even really friends We have never done anything together How could you expect me to initiate anything When clearly you are more social I hope you are not fighting Against your very innermost feelings That when sometimes we get too close You have to push me so far away But I do know this That you never told me when you got a boyfriend And never told me when you broke up And never even mentioned his name For if you wanted me to keep away You would just mention that relationship But something in you prevented you And still prevents you to this day 000920 ... j_blue only slightly crazy, but i would only say, there is no winning 000920 ... silentbob i thought i would have strength after i got my cds....but no. 000928 what's it to you? who go blather from