the_mountain_top
Dafremen (Dirt)
r.dafremen

Hit the mountain top
Reached the pinnacle and petered
Fettered there
Left behind the wings that somehow o'er the ages
Taught and brought me there
Shed the skin for scrolls of old
Fed the bought and borrowed one
On inner peace instead
Leave me! Be me!
What you want me to be...me
Willingly free me to see me
Gleefully teasing
Beyond this slim composure
Failing then fleeing
This depth of heights unmeasured
You cannot count
The tokens of the toll
Who cannot feel
The bleating of my soul?
The numbing of its cold, hard way?
The crumbling of this mountain stay
This peak of foolishness?
Accursed day melts
Exposing blessed night
The frightening spectacle of who I was and am
The lightening gave way to what I couldn't understand
I ran..run
I run and stand
Behind the shadow of my conviction
"I am!" I shout
But doubt that I know anything at all
Not anything at all
So called enlightenment
No wisdom here I fear
Just apparitions come and went
Their wisdom spent upon a fool upon his knees
A flea, a mite, a mote, a man
Ran to the mountain top on wings and strings attached
Upon a puppet's hand
Up to the mountain top
The monastery's shadow laughing all the while
Laughing, then it smiles and scowls at my unworthiness
At this scrap of dauntlessness come calling
Blown upon its kiss then falling down
Falling down
"Know your worth, dirt.
Kiss the earth
Know of your birth, dirt.
Tumble down and ever after know that you are small"
I felt its loamy call
So very very small I am
So very very small
And know I cannot stand
Can only crawl, only crawl up to
Then fall down from the mountain top.
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from now on i want to get over my fear
and i want to be strong
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somenom maybe i will climb 050601
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E Plurbius Klerbloinkulum Oh, did someone turn the mountain upside down and gave it a little spin?

*sigh*

What did one mountain top say to the other mountain top? "Heard a rumor you're actually a big bottom."

Like, LoL, dude.

Lots of Lettuce, that is.
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; dude!

hee hee, youv've been framed also!
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hee hee follow the bunny, i'm a pish. 070830
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Lia might ants, ever climbing,

carrying bundles
100 times our size

thanks be
we may carry it together.

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