one_day_i_am_gonna_grow_wings sab we sat outside in the cold staring up at the stars sharing a cask we were poor and hell, classy might be all good, but one cannot turned down cask wine so we sat in companioniable silence staring at the stars and as she lifted the cask to take a drink she murmered "one day i am gunna grow wings" and i grinned and offered her some chocolate while continuing to cran my neck looking at the stars the future the present [stay with me here in the present little girl] a voice whispered as i took the cask "one day i am gunna grow wings" and her words were indelibly burnt into my brain "one day i am gunna grow wings" 040730 ... unhinged flying above it drunk on the oxygen getting rid of you left behind, room to breathe unpolluted and free monarchs and moths angels and eagles feathered and transparent the child apiary you catch me in your hands to put me back in my cage years old and rusted ripping off my wings slowly 040730 ... newme on trees, like blossoms and i'll cut them from their branches taking them to market in boxes wrapped with ribbons and bows i'll place them on a table with words in black and white declaring these wings 'FOR FREE' 040730 ... TK ...jump off the edge of this cliff and plummet to my death If only I haddent been born a penguin! 040731 ... misstree i can see myself soar on my back, all the other in the universe above me, i can feel the muscles flex and trhe air would thin and the earth would fall away and, just like in my creams, nothing would matter anymore. 040804 ... pSyche I'm gonna escape from this place, this prison. I won't want to leave you here though, but I won't be able to resist the urge to fly. Why don't you grow some wings too? 041218 ... unhinged and not give a shit that you left here without me up_up_and_away heroin_doll benzos 100627 what's it to you? who go blather from