lady_and_the_tramp sphinxradio aw, pidge.. 050329 ... Piso Mojado nicki and i used to joke about how hot the tramp was. she gave me a pin with the spaghetti-scene on it for hannukah that year 050402 ... ungreat The two sides of me desperately trying to break free like Jekyll and Hyde. Lady wants to be proper fall in love get married have a family and live in martha stewart domesticated bliss like cat in egypt. Tramp wants to break free party drink fuck whoever do things whenever do things just because get pierced get tattooed and not think about tomorrow ever. Lady is sophisticated soft happy dressy flirty charming cute. Tramp is edgy mean loud unrefined uncouth. They're both totally me wrapped up inside behind these eyes. I feel like i might be a peacock in a hen house if i dont party and live loudly, and i feel like i'm betraying myself with every lay i get. I'm the lady and the tramp and i'll never be able to get off the fence and stop living a double life and leap into the life i should choose to live. 070914 ... jane {i know exactly what you mean} 070914 ... Kuffed and Cooped why do you want to get "laid" by everyone? i don't understand people that sleep around so much, could you explain that to me? 070914 ... jane try it. 071022 ... ? oh yeah, thanks for reminding me, we have to try it to see if we like it or not, i'm pretty sure that i don't like it that much, i think sleep around means have many partners at once? or does it mean one night stands? well i've done that latter and its pretty crap, maybe i should try two timing, is that what is called sleeping around ? please deconfused me i don't quite understand. 071022 ... j two-timing is more like cheating. i'm talking about complete sexual freedom. try that. only in the most empowering sense, not for some kind of compensation for lack of self-esteem or what have you. 071022 what's it to you? who go blather from