dry_ache lovers lament i'm carved out of mortar masked in lace this dry ache filling me into eternity with broken promises and wasted wishes sitting at the bottom of my heart pulling my strings pulling me apart sometimes a quickly veiled glance would you miss it? i'm so good at this been fooling you for years scars of purity you want to believe me when i tell you some silly tale tangled up with truth i play your weaknesses so easily you want to believe me believe that i am sane. december 16, 2000 copyr. 2000 001217 ... unhinged i miss sitting there holding you feeling your soft hair on my face watching you smoke cigarettes and drink satan's coffee playing scrabble i know you understand with that look in your eye i know you understand i have never loved many people this completely "i love you... but i'm afraid to love you" you are so real i feel it there in my arms this may be a love song i haven't quite figured it out some say love songs need passion but i know you understand by the look in your eye and i could never ask for anything more 001218 ... lovers lament who's that about? mollycule? 001221 ... unhinged no no no silly it's about you love you babeh...can't wait til the middle of january so i can see ya again 001221 ... misstree there is another world... there is a better world... there has to be... but how do i get there from here? 020409 ... ClairE Between_heartbreaks, there is always a piece of her in my heart. There's little pieces of him, too, but I take out the splinters of him and tear up the photographs. She's always there, like the sun. I growl her name but there's no respite. There's also nothing to escape. Nothing at all. 031026 what's it to you? who go blather from