blather_dustbin Achilles All the parts of you that are no longer valid 020803 ... gelfling What lies in yours I wonder? 020803 ... string blather_dust 020803 ... birdmad feathers, very soon 020803 ... broken cherry Could probably count them on one hand. As for the rest... So much pain - every reprimand, every angered look cast in my direction, every loving gesture cast off as irritating and unwanted, still a fresh bootmark on my heart. A year of dejected misery standing between me and clear dark skies. I lived it for so long, and now it clings visciously to my neck, tightening its strangle hold as I attempt to rid myself of it with my sometimes still faltering wings. I want help, but I know not what help could be offered to such a damged soul. 020806 ... a pencil an eraser and a birdmad the vanishing_point 020807 ... josie http://blather.newdream.net 021026 ... megan the whole site is, probably, a site full of dust bunnies and wisdom that comes in small packages. thank you for that. 021230 ... Strideo you can do a lot of mining for great stuff here, and find some wierd interesting things along the way. . 021230 ... oldephebe oldephebe: almost tearing up at broken cherrys broken skin rendering it's excruciating intimacy breathed on these slow dying embers but then thats another thread i can't get enough of the beautiful things you people write ... if i listed the things i'd like time to take back and hurl into the sea of neverbeing ... it would take the girth of ten mighty sequoyas or something, reams and reams of regret ... sometimes i think i'd like to take the spark out of my fathers eyes that drew him to my or (The) imperial matriarch my (cringe) mother the cringe denotes a whole lot of shit but fear isn't one of them it strikes me that i regreat the smount of times i used the space bar to configure this response relentless inner critic: ... 030709 ... jane (things i said that are no longer relevant) 090805 what's it to you? who go blather from