apophenia
(z)
(
finding
meaning
in
chaos
where
there
is
none
)
110915
...
Doar
z
...you
are
alive
and
well
....
I've
missed
you're
rebuttals....
.
110915
...
(z)
(
i
am
.
i
have
been
busy
with
life
,
work
,
storms
and
other
tragedies.
i
have
missed
being
here
.
thanks
for
the
kind
word
.)
110916
...
Doar
it's
good
to
have
you
back
z
.
know
that
I
missed
your
voice
.
.
110916
...
()
(
and
i
yours
)
110922
...
hfse
In
recent
weeks
,
due
to
the
death
of
my
grandmother
I
have
been
away
from
my
home
spending
time
with
my
parents
arranging
her
cremation
,
funeral
and
being
present
to
help
with
grief
.
While
I've
been
gone
all
the
analogue
clocks
in
my
house
stopped
.
Each
at
a
different
time
.
Did
the
clocks
react
to
a
wormhole
that
formed
in
my
home
during
and
due
to
my
absence
?
What
if
each
of
those
dates
and
times
stands
for
an
event
that
occurred
right
then
?
The
52
-yr
old
female
neighbour
who
lives
4
houses
to
the
right
/up
the
avenue
has
been
slipping
me
notes
under
the
front
door
of
my
home
.
The
content
is
such
that
it
invites
me
over
for
a
run
or
a
walk
.
She
creeps
me
out
-
why
not
just
knock
on
my
door
?
She
has
spent
a
night
in
my
home
once
in
April
while
she
was
leaving
her
abusive
alcoholic
partner
for
the
13th
time
and
spoke
about
sexual
dissatisfaction
with
this
man
whom
she
has
known
for
two
years
. (
Ew
!
is
the
comment
I
reserve
for
this
divulgence
of
privacy
from
a
52yr
old
female
which
I
did
not
solicit
)
She
has
since
returned
to
live
with
him
again
.
I
have
spent
hours
listening
to
her
trouble
about
this
unhappy
relationship
and
have
concluded
that
I
can't
help
her
.
She
is
unable
to
form
an
answer
to
explain
why
she
keeps
going
back
.
She
does
not
wish
to
be
helped
.
Some
might
think
she
is
a
textbook
defined
abuse
-victim,
but
my
mom
thinks
this
is
a
scam
and
that
she
is
some
kind
of
Homolka
attempting
to
lure
me
in
.
They
will
fuck
me
and
burn
me
in
the
bath
,
then
bury
my
charred
corpse
in
their
high
-fenced
yard
.
A
random
tarot
reading
said
that
something
bad
is
about
to
happen
if
I
don't
react
to
the
sinister
influence
in
my
immediate
environment
.
120824
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