am_i_nothing_more_than Borealis a clinically depressed artist? maybe its schizo... 040725 ... ivyducktwilightseto A fucked up teen that's just like all the rest? Do my flaws, successes, and problems have to be like everyone else's? . 040725 ... pete i'm not diagnosed, but depression is a wandering friend of mine, coming and going as she pleases 040726 ... unhinged a hole? you don't want to see inside my head, heart. as i'm walking by, you've got everything you need to decide whether i would just be wasting your time. and i'm still walking. 040726 ... Piso Mojado definitions in psychological jargon? body and spirit? energy? what i put into myself (food, tobacco, ... ?) the results of my environment, my culture, my past? firing neurons? blood pumping? the reincarnate of all those unable to reach enlightenment? living on borrowed time with a borrowed soul? the sum of my experiences, my offspring, the people ive touched? ----- i am all of these and more 040726 ... Deomis a name on a screen 040727 ... nonlucid a predetermined, predictable though chaotic collection of atoms. is there soul? are you real? am I? does it matter, if I feel that I am? 040728 ... ItGirl a girl 040728 ... Doar the exclamation point at the end of your surprise? 040729 ... Piso Mojado "I am astonished, disappointed, pleased with myself. I am distressed, depressed, rapturous. I am all these things at once, and cannot add up the sum. I am incapable of determining ultimate worth or worthlessness; I have no judgement about myself and my life. There is nothing I am quite sure about. I have no definite convictions-not about anything, really. I know only that I was born and exist, and it seems to me that I have been carried along. I exist on the foundation of something I do not know. In spite of all uncertainties, I feel a solidity underlying all existence and a continuity in my mode of being." Carl Jung- Memories, Dreams, Reflections 051111 ... Ptolemy DCLVIII That's a great quote, O Floor of Moistures! 060930 what's it to you? who go blather from