all_just_dreaming_gods yenaldlosi But in the lucidity of my dreaming wasn't it true? I was god while I slept, played the role to its fullest, distanced myself from being a participant in the everyday world that existed in the corridors and canyons in my mind. Drifted through it. Rose above it. I became as the omnitient, omnipotent god of my boarding school upbringing, i became the holy people in the corn pollen, i became the four winds, the four directions in my stramge little fantasy, watching in the eons of dream that were probably only the seconds between my wife's sleeping breaths, as oceans encroached and receded, mountains and cities rose and fell and in alternating fits of benevolence and malignancy, i let lives prosper or snuffed them out according to my whim and listened with a strange swirl of pride and bitter irony that it was all attributed to my will Eventually, I grew bored with the charade and without warning or cataclysm, it evaporated into the distraction of waiting like a theatergoer at a double feature waiting for the next dream to unspool and be projected onto the screen of my mental multiplex. And when we sleep we are... 021209 ... girl_jane If dreams are wishes, and gods are all powerful, do they really need to dream? 030317 ... stork daddy of course. how else would they know which wishes not to waste their infinity on? 030317 ... sameolme ssshhhhhh........don't wake them, I'm not ready to not be me. 040519 ... 6am can an all powerful all knowing god make it so that he enjoys the beauty of random senseless dreams 040520 ... phil mythology 040521 ... Deomis And we are just pawns pieces of the puzzle that is their dream And in the end When the gods awake We will vanish and become but a memory in the infinite minds 040522 ... sab i dream of the gods and the gods dream of me its only fair that way. there runs a theory that we are all jsut the gods dream [and in the darkness, cthulhu lies dreaming] i wonder if on waking will they remember what they dreamt. 040706 ... birdmad " be_eaten_first " " no_more_years " 040706 ... pete and all the dreaming gods must die the dying gods 040707 ... nonlucid thou art god 040707 ... kissed and bitching i think you'll find thou_art_god 040707 what's it to you? who go blather from