subconscious The Truth The house of your soul. 010829 ... zenfishsticks my conscious mind is a flickering dashboard, lights blinking, dials measuring feelings i think i feel motivations i think i have thoughts i think i think... but underneath moves the great engine of my subconscious, gears turning, pistons moving, explosions, speed, darkness and fire... my hands are on the wheel but i don't know where i'm going. 020106 ... ferret dreams; liquid with lucidity, the conscious melding in an ever winding river with the subconscious 030420 ... /anon I've been feeling like this for the past month. I feel like im dreaming and confuse life and dreams a lot. I can't ever pay attention. Like when my mom is talking to me in a store today about somethin, my mind will go blank and I will just be, no thinking or anything. I snap out of it though. Back into thinking for a while then disassociation back and forth. kinda scares me. meh maybe a good ole fashion wrist-banging will snap me out of it. 030421 ... seeker is a state of mind i wish i could always be in i wish that nothing else would matter and that everyone could retreat to their long neglected subconscious and listen to themselves and forget everything else cause it doesnt really matter 031205 ... girl_jane "If we were having sex in your dream, you do realize that I now know you subconciously thought about fucking me." "Oh, I've thought conciously about having sex with you." "Hmm...as long as we're on the topic, I'll admit...just so you don't feel like a jackass for saying that...that even though I haven't dreamt about it, I have thought about being all naked with you and such." Oh...you really should come for a visit...at least for coffee at Waffle House. 031229 ... Erin do u let it control you 041226 ... ZPF ZPE 041226 what's it to you? who go blather from