the_girl_on_the_bag_from_the_store endless desire i saw the girl on the bag from the store and i hated myself and the way i looked and then i hated myself for falling into the stupid idea that i have to look like something i am not but i will never be satisfied because i hate myself. . .inside and espcially the out. and if i had it in me, i'd cut it to shreds. because it just makes me so angry that i feel so ugly all the time. and i hate myself so much more because the outside shouldn't matter and i let it matter because i am shallow and evil. and ugly. inside and out. and that stupid girl on the bag. how do they make people who look like that? 030610 ... oh nora hollister and abercrombie. models. they kill me flipping through magazines makes me depressed even more so than i usualy am. i wish i didnt need someone to constantly reasuure me that i dont need to look that way to be pretty. i wish.. 030610 ... endless desire funny. it was your bag that made me sad. and i wanted to go for another streak. only few understand. haha but i don't think starving myself will make me look any prettier. maybe skinnier but not prettier. 030610 ... Raschelle- read this Girl, I was reading what you wrote...I know EXACTLY how you feel...I'm sooo depressed because I hate my face and think I'm UGLY AS SIN. :( I HATE IT sooooo much!you have no idea. :( Im so depressed when I look at the mirror. I dont care about being fat or skinnny, I just hate having an ugly face! if you ever wanna talk about it or anything, feel free to talk to me! SERIOUSLY. I look forward to hearing from you. please take care, and know that youre probably not really ugly like you think, you just think you are. also, it really IS the insides that matter. but I judge msyelf so differently. 030713 ... agonised aunt It does not really matter if your face bears passing resemblance to hiroshima after little boy, you will just have to use your mind. 030928 ... dreamaway tease 050410 what's it to you? who go blather from