sex_with_you_is_nothing_but_everything *_the missing link_* you glide over my body like i do not exist and you crush the emotions and blind your sight you say 'we' are over dead but you know that really it has only just begun 020110 ... silent storm It was nothing to you. But to me, it was everything. You were everything. 020110 ... unhinged it's funny how i spent months wanting more than anything to take back hurting you and now i would like more than anything to give a swift kick to the balls. i would say you were even more rude in bed than the guy that raped me. and you really should warn a girl before you bust a load on her stomach. sheesh 020110 ... inferiority_complex and now the distance has been years are we all supposed to harbor these wretched memories what are the pleasures of life? 020207 ... "" half-truths [This kind of deception happens too often. Its a sad fact of life: Lies are lies, and sometimes the truth can lie as well] oh what a brute that i become, in my self pitying ambiances, melancholy prods a questioning mind towards murky waters of ill reflections, why do i ruminate on said words that is all it is [words], said to him, him, him,... to her, to me ... and the pattern would continue if it could 030813 ... . . 040104 ... ClairE me_on_top_of_you you_on_top_of_me When you touched me, something welled up so overpoweringly strong in me that I thought I would die. I didn't think I could experience such feeling and continue to exist. (The funny part is that I was definitely old enough to know better. What did I do to myself?) 060228 what's it to you? who go blather from