my_brain_is_less_than_it_was werewolf and what do you think of me now. love is drinking our own tears, bitter or sweet from a stranger's hand. she said she didn't know. she fell asleep. i guess that's the best i can hope from anyone. i can cover her body with mine. i can blanket her innocently. what blanket isn't innocent. but her dreams are not my jurisdiction. they are my sadness. i might be drunk. but my perception isn't suddenly gone 021228 ...   which..in my case is saying a lot..cause it wasn.t much to start with 021228 ... werewolf i love the absolving loss of control. i'm fascinated by the consequences of the guilty faced by the innocent 021228 ... S.o.B. How can you be so sure? 030121 ... bethany oh but it will be so much more so .much ..more there's such a sense of hope in the new semester 030121 ... werewolf just because an ability is gone, does not mean the memory of that ability is. 030121 ... Piso Mojado "dont let the past remind us of what we are not now" csny the quote that i think of when i regret all my self-inflicted brain damage from chemicals and tv and wasted time. i feel like ive learned a lot as i get older, but mentally im much clumsier. i can never say the exact words i want to when talking, i have to settle for words that are close to what im trying to express. frustrating 030122 ... Nina Georaldi Doubtful. Do you really think I give a shit? Everyone watches tv, everybody wastes time in some way or other, big deal. Do you think you need to be ultra productive 25 hours a day? Beyond perfectionism required or a very dedicated research scientist. I won't be taking any suggestions from the advice box. If I want to remain in a coma I will. 040214 what's it to you? who go blather from