ida
unhinged
i
think
they
are
great
.
give
them
a
listen
.
i
was
driving
in
his
car
on
the
way
home
from
a
sunday
group
dinner
with
some
of
the
kiddies
in
the
back
seat
and
we
were
listening
.
it
struck
me
as
immediately
beautiful
and
sad
.
but
it's
sad
in
a
sneaky
sort
of
way
where
you
get
this
heavy
feeling
in
your
heart
and
you
aren't
sure
why
.
yesterday
morning
i
was
getting
ready
for
school
and
i
decided
i
wanted
to
listen
to
some
music
rather
than
watch
t
.v.
and
i
put
in
ida.
within
two
or
three
tracks
i
was
bawling.
and
it
all
crumbled
when
i
looked
at
myself
in
the
mirror
and
thought
'
god
,
i've
been
clean
for
like
three
months
.
and
i
always
thought
when
i
wasn't
that
i
didn't
want
to
be
.
but
i
like
myself
better
this
way
.'
and
my
heroin_doll
needs
to
go
to
rehab
but
probably
won't
.
poor
kt
is
getting
shit
from
him
and
everyone
else
.
my
bach_goddess
is
sad
.
if
only
they
could
all
leave
.
and
i
prayed.
rarely
in
my
life
do
i
sit
down
and
pray
.
but
i
was
listening
to
ida,
holding
my
hug
box
in
my
lap
with
a
picture
of
my
dad
,
praying
for
all
of
them
.
life
is
better
clean
.
030923
...
ida_know
I
just
discovered
them
(
heart
like
a
river
)
and
yeah
,
they're
absolutely
amazing
life
is
better
clean
,
I
think
not
that
I'd
tell
anyone
what
to
do
(
ok
that's
a
lie
)
but
I
hope
you
find
it
in
yourself
to
stay
clean
,
if
that's
what's
good
for
you
hugs
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who
go
blather
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