girl_goes_to_bed_at_ten yoink beautiful, untouchable creature swollen in my brain stealing up my heart pounding in my soul ripping at my eyes sitting next to me let me kiss you but i can't but i can't let me kiss you let me kiss you but i can't but i can't let me kiss you hood up in your magical presence wish i was a medieval man, looking for a medieval bride, in such a medieval way. 020106 ... ClairE That's definitely above_the_fold. 020107 ... Ouroboros college student avoids both homework and going to sleep because waking will bring more homework, until 2am, when her eyes are heavy, back is aching, vision is blurry, past remembered, past regretted (what have i been doing all night?), future hoped, and putting off reality and responsibilities cannot no longer continue, she can no longer continue this internet time suck, and sleep begins to call 060125 ... Ouroboros no longer a girl on time and on schedule for sleep and other smartly accomplished tasks- but an almost woman, mostly responsible and timely, (except when hughly immature and irresponsible) 060125 ... jane yeah right. not in this lifetime. 080325 ... unhinged before ten actually; and then my brother called and woke me up. ah well. i'd rather talk to him than sleep anyways. 080326 ... no reason because she mysteriously wakes up and wakes up and wakes up early no matter what time she goes to bed 080418 ... when darkness falls She used to go to bed at around ten, after getting home from work, having a light snack, maybe watching some TV, and taking a shower. It was her cute little ritual, which I became entangled in. I missed her a lot until I realized that the girl that I missed was not the same anymore. She has no time for anything now, she is a busy professional. I'm still stuck in my simple lifestyle, though not for long, and she misses hers. I miss ours. 080419 what's it to you? who go blather from