everything_you're_chasing_seems_to endless desire leave_you_empty. but go on. at least she tries. wouldn't it be worse to give into everything? eventually she'll see. she'll see what's happening and she will be exhausted but it all and the shadows that surround her. she will give in like the rest. 031121 ... fetal musings disappear? like a wraith in the night, seducing your shadow with the sole intention of causing your demise. so stop chasing it. let it come to you. hah, yeah right, you're thinking. aren't you? so am i. i find it harder to trust myself than others do. it's because they don't know what's on the inside. and i don't know if they would trust me quite as much if they did. But i'm working through it all. once again, people disappoint and make me sad. but you don't have to. 031121 ... jane follow_the_white_rabbit? 031122 ... smurfus rex ...stay one step ahead. you try to catch up, but everything remains just out of reach. do you stop chasing, and let the distance increase, or do you keep chasing, and never get any closer? 031122 ... Doll stop chasing and move on to someone else 040222 ... Doll that's what i do but i only chase 'em when they are really far away because deep down inside i know i'll never catch them. i just like to torture myself psychologically 040222 ... Doll come to think of it the distance between me and my sweetie pies makes the whole game safe and simple 040222 ... realistic optimist when the walls come a-knockin' and there ain't no door to answer i press myself against the pane and peer at the same dreary lane. they peer out across the street but our downcast eyes don't meet; the walls have come a knockin' and there ain't no door to answer. when the walls come a-knockin' and there ain't no door to answer i reach out and pick up the phone and hum along to the dial tone. i've got nothing left to offer no bills to line their coffer; the walls have come a knockin' and there ain't no door to answer. 040222 what's it to you? who go blather from