it_feels_good
shiva to pop the little bubble/bumps on the roof of my mouth.




i think i am still sick.
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ClairE when I am with someone who is good for me.

when Celine and I get along.

when I am utterly happy.

when the wind blows through my hair when we drive in the middle of the night.

when I truly make someone feel a little better about being here.

when I hold a door for someone (and they are genuinely surprised).

when I talk to Jon.

when I have mail. any form.

when I get to eat. (damn_i'm_hungry)

when I get to make lists.

when I get REALLY good presents.

when someone I like rubs my back.

when I blow bubbles.
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hey now! to let_me_fuck_you 011210
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kx21 Physically, Logically, Emotionally or Spiritually? 011210
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kx21
Physically, Logically, Emotionally or Spiritually?
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hey now! in every way possible 011211
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ClairE it feels good when someone can explain themselves as well as hey_now! just did.

also, see I_love_it.
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niki when i do triples on the left all the way across the floor...and no one else can

when he goofs about the non-existant love/sex affair that we "have"

when my mom massages my head

when a song is so good i cry...even if the song is not sad

when i think about my new walk in closet

when i pet my doggy when he is relaxed...his fur is soo soft
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ClairE Don't stop. 011214
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ClairE when I don't hate myself. 011218
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kx21 What is your flavor:-

Physically = ?
Logically = ?
Emotionally = ?
Spiritually = ?
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ClairE I_love_food.

Physically = peanut_butter
Logically = strawberry_jam
Emotionally = blueberry_pie a_la_mode
Spiritually = water

It feels good to be happy. Simply enough.
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ClairE when my mommy loves me.

when i listen to sexy bobby singing about paterson, nj.

when you touch me like that.
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ClairE when I don't drive myself crazy.

I mean, when I can ignore the fact that I am.
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ClairE and I can't stop feeling happy about it. Sorry if it bothers you. 020109
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evolutionending yeahh 020408
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good people ewwie, get that out of your butt 020409
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ClairE knowing that you're around. 020531
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me it feels so good to feel nothing. it feels so good to just let the blood flow. it feels so good to have that little bit of control when everything else is just too much. 020531
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lotuseater but i know its wrong
im sorry
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DaMon. to finally get to go home. 040605
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~gez~ to freefall 050612
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