diesel
Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge
... she moves with the grace of 1,000 angelic whispers... 		011218
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ClairE Miriam doesn't believe she has a diesel ass.

Dude, take it from a girl who has lain on your floor looking up at you dressed for a night out on the town: there's a reason why five guys have asked you out in as many days. 		011219
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Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge ...where are you now?
*sung* 		011219
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Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge ...where are you now?
*sung* 		011219
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Mahayana [[[machine shop]]]
]]]machine shop[[[
¿where have you gone?

|with tattered string|
|of a loves forlorn|
: dies in·fau·stus
: -'in-"fau-stus
: unlucky day 		020128
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Mahayana past life mournings
past mournings
present mournings
future mournings

:: i mourn for the mornings that shall no longer be as planned between us ::

[still ill always have visits in my dreams][at least i hope so] [oh cruel fate/please steer clear of dreams/they are all i have left] 		020129
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Mahayana still... she moves with the grace of 1,000 angelic whispers...however
now they are hushed
and i am deafened by
!distance
!silence
!ending
!goodbyes
!stubborness
!inability to cease loving you
!inability to love just as a friend 		020129
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silentbob richard caught a baby turtle for tanya when they were going out. he named it diesel. they let it go into smith lake later that spring. then they broke up. 020130
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Mahayana [whenever i read australia]
[ache trinkets within]
[like
cathedral chimes calling me
home]

[god, i love you so]
[and where]
[¿where are yOu now?]
[now that your gone] 		020202
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daxle jesse and I were by the american river and it came up that diesel would be a cool name for a kat, so when we got our kitten, he was named so
he's chewing on the ear of a large plaster piggy bank my dad got from tijuana a few decades ago
that's a pig with a lot of history
that's a kat with a lot of krack 		020821
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x i_lost_my_pig_to_a_skateboard 031226
what's it to you?
who go 		blather
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