curvature hsg continuously_considerate redefining_extrapolation 100422 ... unhinged after i put 20 on his bart card, we realized we had to go on different trains and he reached over to hug me but i only had one free arm. i dropped my luggage. 'now give me a real hug.' he smiled despite himself. i think he was afraid i was going to start crying all day. he pulled me in; just as i thought he might pop something he let go. that is why i miss my brother. when i ask for a hug, he's the only one that can stuff it all back inside me and glue me back together. 100422 ... unhinged (with the curve of his arms) 100423 ... oren Excellent. 100424 ... unhinged i lose it for boys who know how to hug you approached close and i stuck out my arms wrapped around held each_other tight i felt your breath come out and let mine out too i didn't want to let go of you i have never wanted to let go of you you dropped your arms ad bolted 100602 ... unhinged on benzos you brought your step_brother by and when he left you walked up to me 'now give me a real hug' and we did the thing we always did where you tried to lift me and i told you to stop because i was afraid for your bad back and you told me you were stronger than i thought 'thank you for sticking around for me' on benzos i_feel_like_i_have_failed because it's my_turn_to_go and all i really want i'm weaker than i wanted you to think 100901 ... unhinged (and all i have imagined in letting_you_go is one last kiss, one last hug. a_real_goodbye ) 110505 ... unhinged last summer it was all i took not to tell you i was headed your way so we could be together again; just a few days that when by in the blink of an eye. maybe it was the migraines that you had to get an mri about; maybe it was three decades of exhaustion. but when i walked over to you for a hug, you could barely pat me on the back let alone give him a bone cracking squeeze. what a lamentable difference five years make. 160720 ... unhinged *give ME damn typo 160720 what's it to you? who go blather from