this_is_how_i_feel_about_you anne-girl I'm massively unsure, but I think I love you, a little bit. Not in a heart-wrenching, sobbing, love-of-my-life kinda way, it's just an obviously_i_love_you thing - I'm happier when you're around than when you're not, and I'd prefer not to imagine life without you a phone call or a 20-minute bike ride away. I know you don't love me, not like that, and that's alright, as long as we're still friends. You're a cool person, despite being antisocial and caustic and all that. I know that you're not happy all the time, maybe not even most of the time, and that we're different people, and that we don't have too much in common nowadays. I remember how we used to talk endlessly about death, depression, darkness... laughing about suicide in the middle of the night. I remember you'd cheer me up when I was sad. I miss talking to you. Sometimes i wish I hadn't quit talking to you... it's just that back then, in January, I was thinking that I really needed to get over you. So I stopped talking to you and sitting by you, and got over you. We used to be closer, I guess, I kind of miss that. But maybe it's better this way. I think I could have hurt myself over you, and I couldn't let that happen... Anyway I just wanted you to know that I love you, for now -- your friend 050616 ... anne-girl all this is still true i love you still you don't have to know it as long as we can laugh at death together, i'll be happy 050727 ... unhinged john_and_i 050728 ... anne-girl . and yet 050920 ... anne-girl Slip sliding away, slip sliding away... I feel like I'm never going to see you again and like neither of us cares, except maybe me, and maybe you 060614 ... anne-girl except maybe me and maybe you 091221 ... silentbob Like you could answer all those questions I always think of. You are a rare one. I would be lucky. 091221 ... nandita Why worry when the world is not yours for the taking? Why worry when the world is yours for the taking? Why worry when you're loved anyway? 091221 what's it to you? who go blather from