over_it JustOnMonday we were friends and i knew you secretly liked me, you sucked at keeping secrets. we developed our friendship and had a few laughs. we both liked each other and we went out a few times. i knew you, i thought, so i put it all out on the line. well, you broke my heart a few days after we gave our confessions. you really change your mind fast or your just a using and lying sack of crap. well i got over it and decided to settle for a friend, though i don't think i was very good at keeping my emotions to myself. when that girl shot you down and your parents broke up, i was there when you almost went off the edge. i watched as you lent your heart out again and i watched it crumble, again. i knew you deserved better treatment, i just wanted you to be happy. well lucky for you, you have great friends. pretty soon i hear that you are a happy fellow and you couldn't love your friends more. too bad i am not part of that category anymore. so i check on you from a distance making sure you are still OK. cause when your alone and falling, I'll be there. i know we will never be a couple and i kinda like it that way. i do wish we could still be friends though, cause you gave me something i never had. you had needed me, i needed that. so if your ever need me, i am here, waiting. until then, i am just a girl you once knew. what's that line from that Third Eye Blind song? 'I'll get over you, you wonder who I am...' shit, that's what it is like. well the reason I wrote this meaningless paragraph was to prove I am over you, which I guess this proved that I wasn't. Well, its your birthday, congrats, but I wanted you to know, that now...at this very moment..right now...I am officially over it. I am over it. call me!..just kidding.. 040612 what's it to you? who go blather from