into_another_nightmare endless desire into_another_nightmare i drift out of sight falling asleep in my own insecurities and awaking only to find that i never was asleep at all. then the sidewalk turns then the drink appears half empty then this hellish daydream becomes more of a reality than i ever wished it to. 030527 ... endless desire http://blather.newdream.net/red/i/into_another_nightmare.html i wrote something there. i think its worth looking at. but who cares what i think, right? :) 031130 ... endless desire i just wanted your opinion. i just wanted to hear what skites thought. no one ever listens 031202 ... des criticism, opinions 031202 ... Death of a Rose the only constructive criticism i have for you endless is the thrid line, shouldn't it read "steel floor." instead of "steal floor". besides that, it seems to be a deeply questioning of your self loathing because of socities values and morals towards beauty. you already know you have beauty within and without yourself. You are just fighting your duality existence in trying to justify chosing one side in which you happy with being whatever shape or size you are, or choosing the constant battling and self critical (self defeating ego). I sincerely hope that one day you'll be able to merge the best qualities of both personalities. The self ego #1 who loves herself with the self ego#2 who needs a purpose to reach for something and once achieved feel happy about. Choose another goal/road and be happy when you reach the end of that one. okay...enough rambling.... Your reality is how you shape it, Des. Live it like there is no one watching you. 031202 ... p2 "feeling screwed up at a screwed up time in a screwed up place does not necessarily make you screwed up if you get my drift" - christian slater as mark hunter in pump_up_the_volume so yeah, that's my comment one question though, why red? 031202 ... . my_everyday_life 101002 ... fgffg fdsg 101005 what's it to you? who go blather from