i_tried_speed anonymous girl can you guess who? and not only that, but I had my first one night stand, and it was a full night... it was me at my worst, it was me trying to destroy myself. i forgot his name midway then remembered again. Robby. and he was 10 years older than me and he was one sick fuck because he gave me some speed and wanted me addicted, wanted me in general. just a random stranger. just a random guy. at elast he was attractive. Ha, nice justification. speed isnt bad. didnt eat much after. stresssed out cus i had to sneak into my hotel room after mom was asleep (she wasnt.it was 4 45 am, she asked me where the hell was and i made a nice story and she bought it.) well. heh. adventures of a silly slut. i made him leave bruises. i told him to bite harder. but i only have 5 that i can see, and my spine is red and bruised from being banged so hard against the wall, the counter, the floor. we even broke (opened a window.) into this beach house made of glass. what a mess i've made of me. 020525 ... ofsuch this story is the best proponent of trying speed that i've ever heard! 111014 ... . Did you get better? Are you cheating? 111014 ... birdmad a anything approaching what would equal a prescription-level amphetamine dose hits me like pcp... i am easily annoyed when i have too much caffeine, ...on speed i need to be pre-emptively restrained as it begins to take hold because i go from zero to psychotic rather quickly and risk harm to people and property... conversely, i was quite the comparatively tranquil reptile in my junkie days...inner demons and assorted neuroses notwithstanding 111015 what's it to you? who go blather from