unborn
typhoid
standing
over
an
abyss
fully
naked
and
in
bliss
streaming
digital
wind
of
thought
choices
flash
but
don't
get
caught
stuck
to
sticky
silence
the
abyss
compliant
but
ultimately
unyeilding
000915
...
gwyllynne
years
ago
,
before
I
became
who
I
am
today
.....sheltering
in
my
body
....flesh....lust....longing....love?..holding
in
my
womb
....an unsafe
harbor
at
best
....my
child
...this
unwanted
flesh
...did
I
will
you
to
die
?...and
out
you
went
,
dripping
down
my
thighs
....I
quickly
cleaned
up
trying
not
to
notice
that
I
could
see
and
idenitify
each
of
your
features....months
of
sleepless
nights
....waking
to
the
imagined
sound
of
a
baby's
cry
....you
were
my
first
...and
quite
suiting
to
....he
didn't
know
until
a
year
had
passed
....my unborn....my unborne
child
...why
do
you
haunt
me
again
?
001124
...
CinnamonGirl
chickenvoicesinmyhead
010610
...
Arwyn
me
:
an
aborted
child
is
just
an
unborn
child
professor
:
so
you're
saying
that
the
fetus
had
a
near
-life
experience
?
me
:
yes
.
020525
...
unhinged
me
.
everyday
things
happen
and
i
realize
that
there
are
small
parts
of
me
that
go
unborn. they've
been
there
forever
and
certain
days
and
certain
events
awaken
them
and
the
realization
of
the
unborn
is
so
strange
because
you
only
realize
it
was
missing
after
you
gain
it
.
i
guess
i
wouldn't
be
who
i
am
without
them
.
i
love
sitting
in
the
park
and
getting
high
. '
what's
in
the
park
?'
don't
worry
mom
.
i'm
just
finding
myself
.
020525
...
dos
And
so
came
the
day
that
I
found
myself
unborn.
Not
not
born
,
but
actively
rejected
by
the
world
, stamped "
return
to
sender,"
and
sent
back
from
whence
I
came
.
Mom
was
quite
displeased.
091228
...
unhinged
i
left
you
unborn
because
when
i
looked
at
the
future
my
heart
felt
a
great
weight
pressing
down
on
it
this
world
i
couldn't
bring
you
into
it
180615
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
