the_parting_glass
werewolf Of all the money that e'er I spent
I've spent it in good company
And all the harm that ever I did
Alas it was to none but me
And all I've done for want of wit
To memory now I can't recall
So fill to me the parting glass
Good night and joy be with you all

If I had money enough to spend
And leisure to sit awhile
There is a fair maid in the town
That sorely has my heart beguiled
Her rosy cheeks and ruby lips
I own she has my heart enthralled
So fill to me the parting glass
Good night and joy be with you all

Oh, all the comrades that e'er I had
They're sorry for my going away
And all the sweethearts that e'er I had
They'd wish me one more day to stay
But since it falls unto my lot
That I should rise and you should not
I'll gently rise and softly call
Good night and joy be with you all - traditional
021206
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nomme shall keep us 030823
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unhinged i close my eyes
the silent film descends
what happened to us
when we were younger
i have so many memories
random details
strung together like black pearls
when were we last together
the aching need unfurls
when i look at myself
i scrutinize every small detail
what did he see
i guess i'll never know
how i appear to them
yesterday he pushed me away
my responsibility too far extends
things that aren't mine
i'm actually alone here
physically; not too many people
i think are my friends
even the closest
he doesn't really know me
the darkness that left me there
and i keep reaching out
while equally pulling away
afraid that they don't care
as much as i convince myself
they don't
when i look in the mirror

(god i can't write anymore)
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