i_was_never_found Mahayana formulating a dwelling in some element of my body exasperation would not be shrugged away realization behind with a hand downward my own back my fingers touched a sketch of wings pliable new-fangled quills emergent greater than my shoulder blades one each side of my spine i speculated if i ought to take to the air now away to ecstasy or if it was a precursor that i be supposed… to staying 020618 ... god now i wear an "i" patch 020618 ... freakizh i was running around the woods without any matches or lamp. every second that passed by turned my surroundings even darker. it reached at level where i couldn't see my feet. my family was looking for me along with the police, screaming my name through big amps. they called for help to other relatives and friends.. everyone i knew was looking for me. unfortunately there were no traces of me. and i was never found. 020619 ... little fury bug ...so i dug a hole where they lost me, crawled in and made it my home 020619 ... gelfling But I haven't finished looking yet! I'm only a gelfling... 020619 ... celestias shadow they left me in the corner with all the abandoned hats and gloves without partners. I kept hoping someone would come to claim me. After all, I had to belong to SOMEBODY, right? Wrong, apparently. 040307 ... misstree they're still collecting chunks. they have almost enough for a dental record. i sure hated leaving behind all those teeth. 040308 ... palm i was never found they who never looked wear my masks like green seaweed you can't find where you don't search and seek not, where you shouldn't find there's too many traps in this lake a spinning something travels below black-eyed he won't see you you cant be found where you do not belong when you do not matter you can't be found, where you choose colourlessness 050616 ... pSyche guilty. 050616 ... tail-devouring serpent never never 171014 ... unhinged still waiting still hiding still sighing 180705 ... blue balloon I guess that means I_am_missing Are_you? Still 180708 what's it to you? who go blather from