i_know_what_you're_doing cheryl brown Don't think I can't see it. I know what you're doing. "Email me something you've written" You're trying to motivate me, because you know that all that absolute power you bore over me is not quite dead. I will still listen. You're trying to make me better than I am. You're trying to make me realise my brilliance. Draw all the creativity out of me and nurture it into something you can hold, because you know it's there. And because you say it's there I have to believe you. I can't bear it. You want to better me, because you know you can, and you think I deserve it. And you still fucking love me. You fucking bastard. 020419 ... cheryl brown Trying to play my muse. I'd suck you dry. You'd give me everything you had. Because you love me. You know I can't give you anything, I don't even know if I'd listen, but the worship is in your eyes and your warm hands. shit. fiona_apple_lyrics Fast As You Can That song was never meant to be about you. Curse you for stealing it off the person I already had it dedicated to in my head. 020419 ... cheryl brown You tell me I don't need Vougie. I's scared you might try and tell me I don't need anyone but you. I'm scared at how easily I always believe you, because that would have to be wrong. 020419 ... mahayana [yesssssssssssssss]:but: ¿][do you know [[[how]]] im doing it][? 020419 ... cheryl brown What do you see in me that I cannot see in myself? 020419 ... Dafremen Cheryl's Proctologist to Cheryl: "Do you REALLY want to know?" 020419 ... blown cherry ew! Daffy!! And besides, there are mirrors for those sorts of things :P 020420 ... Photophobe no, really, I don't think mirrors should be used for that sort of thing at all. proctologists are paid for that. 020421 ... kerry i know what you're doing you're doing anything and everything that you can as long as it won't have a thing to do with me because you're a cruel, spiteful gnat 020422 ... Dafremen No. I'm a proctologist, but let me open a window, perhaps we can attract some flies if you would like. 020425 ... cheryl brown "I have an idea, been mulling it over for a while, I 'll have it to you on Friday" I don't know what you're doing, and it scares me a little. What ARE you doing Damian? Do you really know? 020429 ... duncan sheik I come to find I may never know if your changing mind is friend or foe 031228 ... jane no one else thought of dionne farris? 031228 ... sabbie cool. wanna let me in on it? 031229 what's it to you? who go blather from