i_care_in_italics
pushpins
what
is
it
about
the
italics
that
made
me
cry
?
"
i
care
about
YOU
"
he
said
in
italics
in
my
email
.
And
it
seems
these
things
come
at
just
the
right
time
when
I
think
to
myself
"
who
cares
?
nothing
matters
!"
and
I
slip
into
nihilistic
mazes
and
only
pause
my
spinning
to
sip
a
bit
of
self
hatred
.
And
I
laugh
to
myself
as
I
log
in
to
my
email
so
i
can
write
someone
here
a
sweet
attempt
at
caring
and
worship
of
an
idea
that
I
dont
even
know
.
Because
I
need
to
save
my
hero
,
the
one
I'd
like
to
be
.
Because
because
because
,
it
is
the
worst
thing
to
look
at
your
goal
,
and
see
that
its
not
as
strong
as
you
thought
and
that
everyone
breaks
and
who
am
I
to
survive
,
if
these
important
people
are
lost
in
the
masses
like
me
and
finding
no
hope
?
But
I
log
into
my
email
and
I
find
a
letter
and
it
says
I
care
about
YOU
,
in
italics.
and
the
italics
made
me
cry
.
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...
(i care) cube
Ok
,
which
Miss
Pushpins
wrote
this
one
?
Was
it
Pushpins_A, Pushpins_B,
or
Pushpins_C?
³
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...
pushpins_b?
i
think
it
was
yummypins
having
a
bit
less
of
an
abstract
thought
.
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...
pushpins
oh
,
and
Johnny
West
was
the
italics
boy
.
I
kinda
wish
he
still
blathed
.
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...
Mahayana
¹²³à
b
ç+-=[{(pushpins)}]=-+déf³²¹
::
i
care
too
.too ::
tutu
lets
put
on
tutu's
-
and
-
dance
all
silly
like
with
rainbow
afro
wigs
on
-
a
-mon-apee-ah
on
alphabet
soup
with
red
circles
we'll
correct
all
the
mistakes
-
and
-
send
the
final
draft
into
campbells
::
cuz
...
i
still
care
...
cuz
::
¹²³à
b
ç+-=[{(pushpins)}]=-+déf³²¹
rocks
[
pop
rOcks
]
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...
little [twiggie] wonder
where
oh
where
did
johnny
west
go
and
why
does
he
not
blathe
anymore
?
it
makes
me
sad
.
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...
Mahayana
1
*]
i
care
2
*]
i
care
3
*]
i
care
4
*]
i
care
5
*]
i
care
6
*]
i
care
1
*
in
brackets
2
*
parenthesis
3
*
periods
3
*
in
eXclamations
4
* commas
5
* tildes
6
* italics
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...
pushpins
He
Had
less
time
and
this
little
big
incident
happened
and
lots
of
emotion
and
he
just
gave
up
I
suppose
although
last
night
he
blathed
something
not
under
his
own
name
.
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
