bepatientwiththenewguy mikejohnson eyedreamism dream blather trippy napoleon_dynamite Get lost in the world of blather. don't read this. it's not worth your while. I refuse to start a blog because i am certain no one would read it. therefore i use you, the real blatherkites, and pretend my world matters. My appologies. bepatientwiththenewguy, and in time i will be less selfish with my posts. But for now: Another random memory brought on by desperately searching for a quote from her by looking at old conversations: ******* When you switched your msn name right in the middle of the conversation without mentioning anything about it i knew i would never feel that way about any other person ever. that's ok. we don't need to be at the top of the world for our whole lives. if i could make someone feel that way then it would probably make me just as happy to see them so beaming. i don't need that gift. that same conversation we talked about the joy of giving a gift, and someday i will find the one whose heart jumps out of her chest, or is it sinksdeepintoherchest, at something random i do, and i will be eternally greatful to you for having made me realize that this is the greatest gift i could ever give. is SO SORRY THAT YOU READ THIS! 050222 ... suicidalchinadoll stop apologizing doll, this is your space 050323 ... dandy yes, all's good. this is a safe zone for reflection, disconnected collections of thoughts and connections of strangers 050324 ... mikejohnson strangersfallinginlove... becoming lovers. is still falling. 050324 what's it to you? who go blather from