and_i_can Piso Mojado I can be judgmental. I can spell words wrong. I can misunderstand the question. I can waste opportunities. I can be horrible and cold. I can hurt other people. I can lie, through actions and words not said. 051212 ... Piso Mojado And relax, it is going to be ok. I am pmsing. I am not depressed. I am not beginning to exhibit the first signs of schizophrenia. I am going to get full credit this quarter. I am going to graduate in june. I am going to walk the stage and get my diploma. And then I will go to Portland and work and get by, then work to save money to travel, and date angel and date other people and meet other people and play with my Portland family and think of j-- and think about college and how I misused my time here and feel sad that jonathan is growing up, and be excited with my life, because I will be done with obligations, and can be myself and follow where I need to go. And trust myself. And dance. 051212 ... Piso Mojado And I am beautiful and sexy and strong. And I am these things, whether or not other people notice. 051212 ... Piso Mojado And A may be amazing. And A may be too old for me. And A may want more than I can constantly give him. And A may teach me how to love again. And A may give me the room and support to be myself again. 051212 ... Piso Mojado And day after day will go by. And I may meditate. And I may appreciate. And I may change. And I may blossom. 051212 ... Piso Mojado Oh y. He is out of my life. and I do miss him. And what we shared. But I am not religious enough for him, and he is not worldly enough for me. And now I make out with strangers and take puppet classes, while he studies and davens in nyc. 051212 ... Piso Mojado and i_am_becoming 051212 ... bleeeeeeee only wonder what my grandparents were like 051212 ... bleeeeeeeeee only wonder what my grandparents were like 051212 what's it to you? who go blather from