all_you_said yummychuckle sometimes people fall muchtoomuchtoo fast and at first i dislike it, then i grow accustomed to it, then i find this thing and i realize this thing and i feel rejected but its funny cus im not. know what I mean? yeah. and to make this worthwhile: exuberant eyes jump into my heart aglow with amused curiosity and furtive allure, sucking me in. You foment my attraction and i willingly harbor your intentions in my imminent actions. we fulfill desires for a cheap night of affection. fuzzy memories feed my fires. our ephemeral relationship echoes in my head its how i pass the time, poems homage to all you said. 011014 ... monadh i try to remember every word but i can't 011015 ... translucent ...its all i have. i mean it sincerely... i beg of you to please forgive me. 011017 ... god ok, so i'm part of that small percentage of women that doesn't prefer dirtballs....as a matter of fact, i am in love with the biggest dirtball i've ever encountered 021016 ... once again You never once told me that you loved me (well once, but I know you didn't mean it) and you never said you cared (except for a few times a couple months back) all you said was you wanted me, you found me incredibly sexie. I wish I could say that this is true for me as well, that I never meant I love you (I did and do mean it, but I didnt' mean to mean it) that I never cared for you (I have always cared for you) and I only wanted you. All you said was I want you. All you have is want. All you are is want. All I am is want. A lonliness in your loins my lonliness lives somewhere else. Want is not all I said. 030924 ... unhinged rings in my ears like church bells fuck_me_church_is_going_to_you you moved you left me and now i have nowhere to go to forget how sad i am ( i_should_have_told_you but i was afraid afraid to show you how much i need you how much i missed you even when you lived in my own backyard) 091129 what's it to you? who go blather from