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yenaldlosi
Sometimes
,
when
she
sleeps
.
Now
and
then
exasperation.
Now
and
then
a
suggsestive
hint
.
Most
often
,
the
happy
relief
to
settle
and
rest
at
the
end
of
a
full
day
.
The
quiet
smile
that
has
lost
none
of
its
beauty
.
She
remains
as
soft
as
cotton
while
my
days
in
the
sun
have
left
me
as
dark
as
the
red
earth
where
my
grandfather
lived
.
We
walk
in
this
shiny
world
of
wires
and
data
and
all
of
the
accoutrements
of
The
Way
Things
Are
.
But
we
remember
.
Children
of
our
own
people's
lost
generations.
Living
in
the
reclamation
of
what
was
lost
for
many
years
.
I
struggle
to
regain
the
language
I
spoke
as
a
child
which
the
teachers
punished
us
for
speaking
until
I
left
the
small
boarding
school
.
Her
hair
is
still
as
dark
as
when
I
first
saw
her
,
only
the
faintest
streaks
of
grey
showing
through
in
her
braids.
When
I
came
to
realize
I
was
old
,
I
felt
it
safe
to
be
like
my
grandfather
and
let
my
hair
grow
.
But
mine
is
not
so
dark
.
More
like
a
mane
of
tarnished
silver
.
We're
mostly
retired
now
,
our
children
grown
and
made
granparents
of
us
.
Our
daughters
wear
their
mother's
beauty
,
And
my
son
inherited
enough
of
his
mother's
looks
to
keep
from
looking
completely
like
me
.
Today
i
will
prepare
a
few
things
and
we
will
do
a
little
traveling
for
the
holidays
.
We
have
always
enjoyed
the
solitude
of
the
roads
and
the
spontaneous
wonder
of
unexpected
sights
021210
...
.
.
041213
...
oE
.
041213
...
oldephebe
i
just
gotta
say
(
at
the
risk
of
spoiling
the
pristine
ground
of
this
blathespace)that
this
was
some
of
the
finest
writing
i've
ever
read
...
041214
...
.
.
050531
...
oldephebe
GODDAMN
!!
Has
anyone
ELSE
read
this
glorious
page
?!!!
050611
...
pSyche
yes
.
but
what's
there
to
say
?
sometimes
,
there
just
are
not
words
.
050612
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from