twenty_four_hours birdmad So this is permanence - love's shattered pride What once was innocence, turned on its side A cloud hangs over me - marks every move Deep in the memory of what once was love Oh how I realised how I wanted time Put into perspective - tried so hard to find Just for one moment I thought I'd found my way Destiny unfolded - I watched it slip away Excessive flashpoints - beyond all reach Solitary demands for all I'd like to keep Let's take a ride out - see what we can find A valueless collection of hopes and past desires I never realised the lengths I'd have to go All the darkest corners of a sense I didn't know Just for one moment I heard someone call Looked beyond the day in hand - there's nothing there at all Now that I've realised how it's all gone wrong Got to find some therapy - this treatment takes too long Deep in the heart of where sympathy held sway Got to find my destiny before it gets too late 000710 ... grendel 1980, Factory Records, from the Qwest release "Closer" 000710 ... splinken went to school. stared at professor while he screamed about The Age of Innocence. said an italian sentence without even having to think about it--that is, arrange it in english, then switch it over. "pensa che l'appartamento e magnifico." sat in front of the microfiche machine for 4 hours. earned 60 bucks doing this. received an email that said, "until the end of the world, molly. until the end of the world." 001011 ... jane got off received an email from professor saying we needed to talk about my performance in class, which is very poor. have never received such an email. i think i'm doing a damn good job for what i'm going through 050223 ... icy . 051105 ... pete war kiss eat sleep homework work 051105 what's it to you? who go blather from