birdmad So this is permanence -
love's shattered pride
What once was innocence,
turned on its side
A cloud hangs over me -
marks every move
Deep in the memory
of what once was love

Oh how I realised
how I wanted time
Put into perspective -
tried so hard to find
Just for one moment
I thought I'd found my way
Destiny unfolded -
I watched it slip away

Excessive flashpoints -
beyond all reach
Solitary demands for
all I'd like to keep
Let's take a ride out -
see what we can find
A valueless collection of
hopes and past desires

I never realised
the lengths I'd have to go
All the darkest corners of
a sense I didn't know
Just for one moment
I heard someone call
Looked beyond the day in hand -
there's nothing there at all

Now that I've realised
how it's all gone wrong
Got to find some therapy -
this treatment takes too long
Deep in the heart of
where sympathy held sway
Got to find my destiny
before it gets too late
grendel 1980, Factory Records, from the Qwest release "Closer" 000710
splinken went to school.

stared at professor while he screamed about The Age of Innocence.

said an italian sentence without even having to think about it--that is, arrange it in english, then switch it over. "pensa che l'appartamento e magnifico."

sat in front of the microfiche machine for 4 hours. earned 60 bucks doing this.

received an email that said, "until the end of the world, molly. until the end of the world."
jane got off

received an email from professor saying we needed to talk about my performance in class, which is very poor. have never received such an email. i think i'm doing a damn good job for what i'm going through
icy . 051105
pete war
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