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forever I now know how you felt when you said you can't stand to watch him get hurt becuase he loves her and she does not love him back, i didn't understand before but now i know. Because when you stoped loving him i started. but he still loves her. 010530
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sphinxradio i know that story.
i think i might be living some of it, but not all.
i think i'm just the observer, not the lover.
maybe it's all the same, though.
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Dis That you love me.

And I want you more than ever.
House, home, hands held in warm and quiet comfort, newspapers read, coffee made, bills reconciled and shopping to be done.
I want an everyday precious boredom, the kind of life of which no one ever speaks, because it seems so ordinary.

For us it is rare and coveted, and I would like to try it.

Be serious. Be patient. Give this to me.
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ClairE what I can't have.

Eh, like that's anything new.

Same shyte, different color.
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ClairE that we all must die someday. 011129
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ClairE what it's like to have sex.

how to make you smile.

how to brew a wicked cup of coffee.

I wish it were enough.
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lady lunchbox that you lied to me...for two years, you told those little lies of omission that i hate so much. and i'm glad it's over now.

i now know that i'm better off without you.
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lady lunchbox there's no such thing as love.
it's only silly emotions and shattered dreams.
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misstree mySelf
better than ever
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Death of a Rose i forgot to pay attention 040319
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