for_all_the_days_i_never_knew_you pSyche what can i do if i want to replace those days with memories of you? 050414 ... Piso Mojado what if we had known each other when we were children? birthday parties. grape juice and challah. sleep-overs. field-trips. play-dates. fights over sharing toys. carpool. What if we had shared these together? 050415 ... unhinged for all the days we have left small and numbered for all the days we spent in the shelter of each other like some distant planet let's not complicate what we have with words i have this ambiguous feeling in my stomach anxious yet satisfied for all the days i never knew you but all the days i've smiled because of you let's not complicate this with words love is a weapon we've both received fatal blows but we stand inside the planet we made for each other cosmic smiles entangled in the throes complicated from all the days i never knew you but i've been smiling ever_since the first day i laid eyes on you let's not complicate this with words 'there's no easy answer no blame or forget we were two cripples dancing til the bitter end we live i'm not with you to harm you i'm not with you to harm you i know we could be so happy baby if we wanted to be' - jeff_buckley 050415 ... unhinged you can't take back fight back ignore let's just be what we are 050524 ... Staind_And_Souless Sometimes I pray to have them back again. To not know you. Not need you. Not dream of you. Last night I dreampt we spoke. Even in my dreams, we hardnly speak now it's too awkward. Oh god just a few days and I'll see you again. I actually can't wait. 050525 ... . . 050719 ... spilt_milk for all the dreams i never had, lying awake in the web as the toxins slowly deteroriate my brain, leaving me unable to move from your grasp, its your name that got me through that death 050719 what's it to you? who go blather from