what_it_is
andrea
It
’s
the
jeans
with
the
flag
patch
-
my
first
memory
of
you
.
Flashes
of
our
first
‘non’
date
when
we
drove
around
&
past
the
restaurant
three
times
.
It
’s
the
way
you
hold
my
hand
&
kiss
the
tips
of
my
fingers
.
Echoes
of
the
night
,
after
campfire,
when
you
said
I
sounded
like
and
angel
.
It
’s
how
you
wink
at
me
when
our
eyes
meet
as
we
pass
each
other
.
Visions
of
all
the
sweet
things
you
’ve
done
for
me
-like
flowers
&
a
bear
.
It
’s
the
way
you
say
my
name
when
no
one
else
is
around
.
The
way
my
skin
remembers
the
way
your
hands
feel
on
it
.
It
’s
counting
down
the
days
until
Saturday
when
we
can
spend
time
alone
.
How
you
make
my
heartbeat
speed
up
when
you
kiss
me
.
It
’s
hearing
you
talk
on
the
phone
with
my
mother
.
Sharing
ice
cream
with
you
from
my
favorite
place
where
they
put
bears
on
top
.
It
’s
time
spent
away
from
you
&
knowing
you
’re
thinking
of
me
.
Reading
old
notes
from
you
&
knowing
you
meant
every
single
,
precious
word
.
It
’s
listening
to
your
random
thoughts
&
laughing
because
of
them
.
Hearing
you
tell
me
that
I
’m
beautiful
as
the
waves
crash
&
the
stars
shine
.
It
’s
holding
your
hand
&
feeling
how
perfectly
mine
fits
.
Hours
spent
,
lying
awake
in
my
bed
,
reliving
our
shared
moments
.
It
’s
all
of
these
things
that
make
me
love
you
more
&
more
each
day
.
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2000
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...
grendel
remains
a
mystery
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...
Innana
It
is
implied
.
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...
unhinged
it
is
okay
to
be
sad
but
it
is
even
more
okay
to
be
happy
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